I know…

by girlwithaknife

I know I don’t want to die this way

I don’t want to die in any kind of accident or attack.

I don’t want to die surrounded by strangers.

I don’t want to die with a tube in my throat.

I don’t want to die in a hospital.

I don’t want to die in pain.

I don’t want to die with doctors giving me CPR.

I don’t want to die with my skin poked full of holes from IVs.

I want to die in peace, in a familiar place, with people who love me.

But first, I want to live.

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